diabolical

So sick

female version

I gotta change the station that I have

Cause all i hear is you

It just keeps reminding me

Of all the things we used to do

And I know that I should turn

Off the radio

But it's the only place I hear your voice anymore

(It's ridiculous)

It's been months since I've spoken to you

(You aint keep in touch)

Don't know why it came to this no

(But enough is enough)

No more walking round with my head down

I don't wanna be a fool

Crying over you

If you're so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

You said you loved me

Why aren't you here?

I'm so sick of your love songs

So sad and slow

But I just can't turn off the radio

Gotta fix that calendar I have

That's marked July 16th

Cause it seems like you forgot

That was our anniversary

When I heard your song

It made it hard to erase your memory

Now when I hear your songs I know it's best for me

I can't believe that your

Ooh

(Now that I'm gone)

Now that I'm gone

(I wanna be left alone)

Ooh

And everytime I see your smile

It's looking at our child

You should know

Ooh why can't you move on?

If you're so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

You said you loved me

Why aren't you here?

I'm so sick of your love songs

So sad and slow

But I just can't turn off the radio

(I just can't turn off the radio)

If your so sick of love songz (So sick of love songs)

so tired of tears (so tired of tears)

You said you loved me

Why aren't you here? (Yeaaaah) (Why ain't you here???)

I'm so sick of your love songs

So sad and slow (Oo oh)

But I just can't turn off the radio

(I just can't turn off the radio)

If you're so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

You said you loved me

Why aren't you here?

I'm so sick of your love songs

So sad and slow

But I just can't turn off the radio

(I just can't turn off the radio)

I just can't turn off the radio

Akin ka na lang

by Itchy worms

‘wag kang maniwala d’yan. ‘di ka n’ya mahal talaga
Sayang lang ang buhay mo kung mapupunta ka lang sa kanya
Iiwanan ka lang n’yan, mag-ingat ka
Dagdag ka lamang sa milyun-milyong babae n’ya

Akin ka na lang
Liligaya ka sa pag-ibig ko
Akin ka na lang
At wala nang hihigit pa sa ‘yo
Wala nang hihigit pa sa ‘yo
(akin ka na lang)

This song is cute.

LOVE change the way i THINK the way i ACT the way i decide sometimes i even go against my own principles and beliefs in life  "Loving does not always mean i’ll be happy" Sometimes all it provides me are PAIN and MISERY Yet i was blinded by sTroNG emOTioNs that i fail to see ReaLiTy Sometimes letting go is the answer but it HURTS like HELL But soon i will realize that "IT IS BETTER TO SEE THE PERSON I LOVE TO BE HAPPY WITH SOMEONE THAN LONELY WITH ME"

Thank you dyron for that beautiful quote. 

"Love is like a roll of tissue papaer. You’ll never know how much you’ve wasted until you get to the end and there is none left.  Then it’s sad to realize that much of it was wasted on shit after all. "

author’s comment:  eh ano pa ba gamit ng tissue paper?

"The face can speak of a thousand emotions but it can easily mask what the heart truly feels.  Don’t be fooled.  For the happiest face may be masking the most hurting heart"

author’s comment: So true…di ba it’s easier to smile than to cry? kasi di ba its normal for people to smile kasi crying is an indication that something’s wrong. And when you cry normally other people wouldn’t want to talk to you mainly because they don’t know what to say.

wala akong malagay eh..ehehehe

galing nanalo si pacman!!!! proud ako sa kanya kasi isa syang pure Filipino born and raised as a Filipino hindi half breed…comment lang sa mga naglalabasan na super talented "Filipinos" nakakaasar although nakakatuwa rin na maraming Filipinos ang nageexcel sa ibat ibang fields pero ang na notice ko kasi bat ganun parati na lang may lahing banyaga? may half chinese, half italian, half kung san mang lupalop galing na bansa…di ba parang pano make claim ng Philippines ung glory if these so-called "Filipinos" are raised differently from thier fellowmen??? di ba?ung iba sa ibang bansa lumaki…ung iba dito nga sila lumaki pero may lahi namang iba…i mean lahat naman tau eh combination ng iba’t ibang dugong banyaga pero kasi napapansin ko puro half half ganyan nakakairita.ndi ba natin kayang magproduce ng isang Filipino na as in Filipino in the truest sense? ndi ba kaya ng isang pure Filipino ang mag -excell sa math, magpalago ng negosyo etc. tulad ng mga chinoy? ng mga beauty queen na ndi half-chuvaness?ng isang international singer na as in talagang ang dumadaloy na dugo sa knyang mga ugat ay dugong Pilipino???

Gosh!!!it’s our time to shine na my fellowmen!!!we have a lot of personality overhauling to do!!! we need to prove to ourselves that we can reach the top!na kaya nating mapantayan ang mga naabot ng ibang lahi!Go Filipino!Go Philippines!Go for the Gold people!!!!

by amy larrieux (revived by kyla)

Darlin I want you to listen,
I stayed up all night,
So I can get this thing right.
And I don’t think,
There’s anything missin’.
‘Cause a person like you,
Made it easy to do.

I’ve waiten for so long,
To sing to you this song.

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven,
Your smile could heal a million souls.
Your love completes my exsistence.
Your the other half that Makes Me Whole.
Your the only other half that Makes Me Whole.

I think the angels are your brothers (ya ya)
They told you about me.
Said your just what she needs.
And I find myself,
Thanking your mother.
For giving birth to a saint,
My spirit flies when I say your name.

If theres one that’s true,
It’s that I was born to love you.

(and) Your eyes are the windows to heaven,
Your smile could heal a million souls.
Your love completes my exsistance.
Your the other half that Makes Me Whole.
Your the only other half that Makes Me Whole.

You make my dreams,
Come true over and over again.
And I honestly, truely believe,
You and me are written in the stars.

And in my whole life through,
Just given thanks to you.

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven.
Your smile could heal a million souls.
Your love completes my exsistance.
Your the other half that Makes Me Whole.
Your the only other half that Makes Me Whole

"it’s really amazing when two strangers become nice friends, but it’s sad when nice friends become two strangers…"

hmm…nakakalungkot nga isipin…

kung ikaw may ka-close kang friend from the opposite sex ano gagawin mo if one day bigla na lang magbulalas ng damdamin at sabihing mahal ka nya?

hirap isipin no?mababalik pa rin ba ung dati nyo na as if walang nangyari o iiwas ka? kasi di ba kung close talaga kayo tas biglang ganun nga tas ayaw mo na pumunta kayo sa next level ang hirap ibalik sa dati knowing na isa sa inyo may malisya na…iisipin mo lahat na lang ng gestures, bawat smile, bawat conversation, text messages, simpleng hirit lahat may meaning na di ba? hindi mo maiiwasang isipin kung "ano ba to?totoo na ba to o nakikipaglokohan lang?". hindi mo na rin alam kung pano mo sya pakikitunguhan. tas mapapaisip ka ba kung yung lahat ng pinagsamahan nyo may malisya na sa kanya.parang nakakaasar nga kung tutuusin pero di ba wala namang may kasalanan dun…feelings yun eh..uncontrollable…involuntary.

pero sa kabilang dako parang ang sarap di ba kasi pag friends kayo ung as in close closang friend alam nyo na lahat lahat tungkol sa isa’t isa tapos minahal ka pa rin nya?with all the flaws and short comings mo natanggap nya? ang cute nga nun nadevelop kayo sa isa’t isa tska maganda ung foundation ng relationship nyo (un ay kung magiging kayo).tska lesser hassle kasi di ba ndi na kailangan dumaan sa ligawan stage?hindi na kailangan magpakitang gilas sa isa’t isa…you don’t have to exert too much effort to look good kasi nagustuhan ka na nga nya as is eh.

sa kabilang side naman tayo…

ang sakit no ung tipong after mo magtapat biglang iiwasan ka? hindi mo naman kasi sinasadya un na magkaron ka ng feelings dun sa friend mo. parang nakakapanibago…dati inseperable kayo tas alam nyo ung takbo ng utak ng isa’t isa, parehas pa kayo ng hilig tas bigla bigla na lang ayaw ka na nya makasama? nakakalungkot…lalo na kung akala mo parehas kayo ng nararamdaman tas ndi pala!!!hay life talaga fair sa mga taong manhid.

on the other hand, masarap ma-fall sa friend mo lalo na pag reciprocated ung feelings!ewan ko ha never ko pa naranasan pero parang ang sarap ng feeling nun. ung parehas kayo ng page sa buhay walang nauuna walang nahuhuli. parang mas lumalim pa ung friendship nyo dahil dun sa pagkadevelop nyo ng feelings para sa isa’t isa.parang todo na to ung dating! comfortable na kayo sa company ng isa’t isa tas maganda pa ung foundation nyo friendship.

"sometimes, friendship is so deep, so nice, so comfortable, you start thinking it’s love…but it’s not. Even if someone feels like home. Learn to let go. there are worse things in life than being alone.and one of them is hanging on to something that was never really there."

this message is from Rizza…so there.

kawawa naman ung one way lang….ehehehe

sana walang makabasa nito…true to life to pero ndi saken.

from sheila…

"women are like apples on a tree.the best ones are at the top.men don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren’t good but easy.So the apples on top think something is wrong with them when in reality, they’re amazing!They just have to wait for the right man to come along.The one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree."

kung totoo ito, ako ung apple na nasa puno sa tuktok ng mt.everest (kung meron man).  Sabi na nga ba eh mga guys tamad na stubborn pa! ano namang sustansya makukuha nila sa mga lantutay na apples?di ba? baka may uod pa un(yuck!)…ehehehehe ayan na naman po ako pagpasensyahan na nakakain na naman ng amplaya at nagmamaalat dito.wala ndi ko masyado ma explain ung quote..ang liwanag kasi dito sa kwarto ndi ako makapag emote masyado eh.basta un na un.nasa tuktok ako ng puno sa mt.everest!

[Allure]

All alone on a Sunday morning

Outside I see the rain is falling

Inside I'm slowly dying

But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying

And you

Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow

Set this place on fire

'Cause I'm tired of your lie

All I needed was a simple "Hello"

But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry

(I) I gave you my love in vain

My body never knew such pleasure,

My heart never knew such pain

(And you) You leave me so confused

Now I'm all cried out, over you.

[112]

Cryin' over you, yeah

Never wanted to see things your way,

Had to go astray

For why was I such a fool  (Why was I such a fool)

Now I see that the grass is greener

Is it too late for me to find my way home,

How could I be so wrong?

[Allure]

Leaving me all alone

Don't you know my tears will cause an inferno

Romance of these flames,

Why should I take the blame?

You were the one who left me neglected  (So sorry baby)

Apology not accepted

At me to the broken hearts you've collected

(I) I gave you all of me  (Gave you all of me)

How was I to know,

You would weaken so easily

(I) I don't know what to do  (I don't know what to do)

Now I'm all cried out  (All cried out)

Over you

(I) I gave you my love in vain

My body never knew such pleasure,

My heart never knew such pain

And you

[112]

You left me so confused

[Allure]

Now I'm all cried out

Now I'm all cried out

Over you

 Butterfly

by Mariah Carey

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You've given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me
When you're ready to land

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I can't pretend these tears
Aren't over flowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Spread your wings and fl
Butterfly